<p>As more and more days pass by, I'm realizing that despite what many people believe, I'm honestly starting to believe that patience is truly a blessing and a true gift from our creator. Those who don't have it suffer so much, from bad luck to physical pain. Patience is so important to have, so important to practice, so important to abide by.</p>
<p>If you really think about, no one has ever failed because of having patience, no one ever said or did anything they regretted due to patience. It's quite the contrary. Whether it is for good or bad, patience has always been one of the biggest factor in success. Athletes training need to pace themselves or they'll hurt themselves. During a competition, it's important to bide your time and not burn yourself out in the beginning. Even if it's for revenge, it's very important to have enough patience to carry out the plan and go through the course of action.pl</p>
I say all this because for most part of my life, I have been known for being the person with the most patience in the entire family, next to my dad that is. Both of us has the patience to do this many give up very quickly. I mean, I sit there pick out green peppers one by one for about an hour without getting annoyed, I even do embroidery and other crafts that take a long time.
But for some reason, I've been very impatient recently. I've noticed that my temper is a lot shorter, I snap a lot more frequently and I don't put up as much as I used to. When I realized this I've also realized how much more complicated my life was becoming. I mean, sure, I used to get walked over more than the welcome mat in front of wal-mart, sure I used to be taken for granted left and right, sure people abused me to the point I've cried because I was so hurt. However, I was able to bare it well without snapping so much. Maybe the earlier me wasn't really healthy for me, especially mentally and physically, but now I feel like I'm becoming a stranger to myself.
I don't know if this is just the subconscious side having had enough of people mistreating me and is taking a stance or if something deeper is going on...
